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Saifullah Memon

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Simply guy, with idiot thoughts.. some else know much better about me who knows me.
December 07

"Who I am"

I am a temple hosting in me a master mind,  and in being so I have accepted the responsibilities of the universal laws of success an choose to be balanced with.

I am in tune today, and focus on today only, for tomorrow will have its own challenges.

I am in agreement everything happens for a reason, and discipline my mind to the understanding that for every cause there is an effect, and for every effect there are specific cause or causes.

I am in agreement that I can have anything I want in life, but I must first decide what it is I want, then do the things that others have done to achieve the same results. 

I am aware that all acts which produces an effect is mental.  My thoughts become a reality.  My thoughts are creative consistently, and I become what I think about most of the time.  

I am thinking consistently of the things I really want, and decline to think of the things I do not want.

I am aware the world around me is a physical equivalent of the world in me.  

I am acknowledging that my purpose in life is to create within my mind the mental equivalent of the life I want to live. 

I am imagining my ideal life in every respect, and hold that thought until it materializes.

I am aware that my outer life is a reflection of my inner life.

I am aware that there is a direct correspondence between the way I think and the way I feel on the inside,  and the way I act and experience on the outside.

I am in the understanding that my relationships, my health, my wealth, and positions are inner mirrors of my inner world.

I am aware that whatever I believe, with feeling becomes my reality.  I refuse to believe what I see, and I see only what I have chosen to believe.

I am aware that I must identify and remove any and all self limiting beliefs that hold me back.

I am aware I must act in a manner consistent with my innermost values and convictions.

I am aware of what I say and do, the choices I make, especially under stress, are exact expressions of what I truly value regardless of what I say.

I am aware that everything I do or say is triggered by my inner desires, drives, and instincts.  I understand they may be conscious or unconscious.
I am claiming the key of my success is to set my own goals and determine my own motivations.

I am aware that my subconscious mind makes all my words and actions fit a pattern consistent with my self concept and innermost beliefs about myself.

I am aware that the subconscious mind will move me forward, or hold me back according to how I program it.

I am claiming whatever I expect with confidence tends to materialize in the world around me.

I am focused in acting in the manor consistent with my expectations, and my expectations will influence the attitudes and behaviors of the people around me.

I am aware that whatever I dwell upon grows and expands in my life.  What I concentrate upon and think about repeatedly increases in my world.

I am aware I must focus my thinking on the things I really want in life.

I am aware that fully ninety-five percent  of everything I do is the results of habits, and understand they can be accommodating or wounding. 

I am aware I can develop habits of success by practicing and repeating success behaviors over and over until they become automatic.

I am aware that I continually attract into my life the people, ideas, and circumstances that harmonize with my dominant thoughts, and I am cognizant it can be either positive or negative.

I am aware I can be, have, and do more, because I can change my dominant thoughts.

I am aware that my life is the sum total of all my choices up to this present moment. 

I am aware since I am free to choose what I think about, I am in complete control of my life, and everything that happens to me.

I am always in a positive mental attitude which is essential for my success in every area of my life.

I am in line with my attitude as an expression of my values, beliefs and expectations.

I am in understanding that change is inevitable, because it is driven by expanding knowledge and technology occurring at accelerating speed never seen before.

I am aware I must master change rather than be a victim to change.

I am positive about myself to the degree to which I feel I am in control of my own life.

I am in complete control of my thinking, my actions and my circumstances in the world all around me and because I AM I have health, happiness, and high performances.

I am where I am and what I am because of me.

I am fully responsible for everything I am, everything I have, and everything I have become.

I am in the understanding that the universe is completely balanced and in perfect order.  I will always be compensated for everything I do. 

I am aware that I will get back what I put in, and understand I can get back more because I can contribute more.

I am aware that the rewards in life will be in direct proportion to the values of service to others.  

I am aware that the more I work, study, and develop my ability to contribute more to the lives and well being of others the better life I will have in all areas.

I am aware that all my hopes, dreams, goals, and aspirations are changeable to hard work.  The harder I work the luckier I get.  I know that there are no shortcuts.

I am aware that luck is when opportunity meets preparation.  Perfect performance comes from painstaking preparation, often for weeks , months, and years in advance.

I am aware that the successful in every area invariably spend far more time in preparation than the least successful.

I am aware that there is never enough time to do everything, but there is always enough time to do the most important things.

I am aware that the more I take on the more efficient I become. I can only learn how much I can do by trying  to by trying to do too much.

I am aware that being decisive is a vital quality of my success.  Every great leap in my life comes after I have made a clear decision of some kind.

I am aware that whatever my mind can conceive- it can achieve.  Every advance I make in my life begins with an idea of some kind , and since my ability to generate new ideas is unlimited, my future is unlimited as well.

I am clear about my goals and I am flexible about them.  My flexibility and adaptability are the core qualities for success in an age of rapid change, competition, and obsolescence.

I am able to be persistent in the face of adversities, setbacks, and disappointments is my measure of belief in myself.

I am aware that persistence is the iron quality of success; and I persist long enough I will succeed.

I am aware of the happiness and high performance that comes when I choose to live my life consistent with my higher values, and deepest convictions.

I am true to the very best that is within me - the Holy Spirit.

I am aware that I am one-hundred percent emotional in everything I think, feel, and decide.  I decide emotionally and justify logically.

I am aware that no one makes me feel anything; it is how choose to react and respond that determines my emotions. 

I am aware that the quality of my life is determined by how I feel at every given moment.  How I feel is determined by how I interpret what is happening around me, not by the events themselves.

I am aware it is never too late to have a happy childhood.  I realize I can go back at any time and change the way I interpreted those experiences to myself.

I am aware that my conscious mind can only hold one thought at a time,  positive or negative.  I can decide to be happy by substituting positive thoughts for the negative ones.

I am aware that my mind is like a garden and either weeds or flower can grow. 

I am aware that whatever is expressed is impressed.  Whatever I say to myself with emotion generates thoughts, ideas, and behaviors with those words.

I am sure to talk about the things I want, and refuse to talk about the things I don’t want.

I am aware that the thoughts and feelings determine my actions, and actions, in turn determine thoughts and feelings. 

I am aware by acting in a positive, pleasant, and optimistic way, I become positive, pleasant, optimistic, and an enjoyable person.

I am aware that the world around me is an out picturing of the world within me. The images I dwell on affect my thoughts feeling and behavior.

I am aware that whatever I visualize clearly and emotionally will eventually materialize in my world.

I am aware that whatever I practice over and over becomes my new habit.  I can develop the attitudes, abilities, and qualities of happiness and success by repeating them until I firmly entrench as a part of my personality.

I am aware of the of love and the duration are in direct proportion to the depth of the commitment by two people to make a relationship successful

I am aware I commit myself wholeheartedly and unconditionally to the most important people in my life.

I am aware that I am invariable attracted to, and most compatible with, people who have the same values, beliefs, and convictions as I do- love is not blind.  

I am aware I look for someone who thinks and feels  the way I do about the most important issues in life.  

I am aware that the quality of my relationships will be determined by the quality and quantity of my communication with other people.

I am aware good communications require an extended period of time to build and maintain.

I am aware I pay most attention to which I most love and value.  Attentively listening to others lets them know that you love them and build trust, the foundation of a loving relationship.

I am aware that everything I do in life is to either increase or protect my self esteem.  I tend to be the happiest with someone who makes me feel valuable or important. 

I am aware the more things I do to raise the self esteem of another the more I like and respect myself as well.

I am aware I will be more successful indirectly in relationships rather that directly.  To have a friend, be a friend.  To impress other, be impressed by them.

I am aware in order to develop and maintain a loving relationship,  I become a loving person myself.

I am aware that the harder I try to force a relationship to work the less successful it will be.  Relationships work well when you simply relax, be yourself, and enjoy the moment.

I am aware that hypersensitivity , or taking things personally, is a major source of problems in relationships.

I am aware that only by NOT identifying, by detaching and viewing my relationship with some objectivity, can I enjoy it fully and act effectively within it.

I am emotionally healthy to the exact degree to which you can forgive others for anything they may have done that has hurt me in any way.

I am aware the inability to forgive lies at the root of most unhappiness, and leads to feelings of guilt, anger, resentment, and hostility toward others.

I am aware people don’t change; I deal with them as they are; I don’t try to change others or expect them to change.  

I am aware that the unconditional acceptance of others is the key to a happy relationship.

 

I am who I am –

and within me is greatness,

more than anything the world can offer. 

July 18

I will fix myself

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix myself

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix myself
February 22

"Hard To Find True Lover In The Selfish World"

 
Hard to find true lover int he selfish world, how i can share my lover with other i can't i'm selfish.
 
True Lover are hard to find.
When I think of one, you come to my mind. ( He Ran far from me)
True Lovers will leave me never.
Lover will be friend with me forever.  ( Hope it can be)
lover are not who share their love with every one ( Love is no available in the market so i can buy it pls give me one KG)

 

lover is who Sorrows and joys to show me care.
Someone to trust is what lover are for.
A lover like this you can love and adore.( I do always)
A true love is kind and true. ( and love u like crazy)
I'm so lucky to have found this one like you.

 

Understanding come always 1st.. rest is every 1 knows.



February 21

"What I am Looking From Last 8 Year"

What I am looking from last eight years
 
I know that my love notice me
our eyes lock everyday.
But fear of being rejected is keeping me away.
I feel I have a burning desire
way down deep.
I wish we had a love to share,
a love to save and keep.
I want to be together now,
going with the flow
and sometimes, I wonder how,
we can make it go.
You're the one,
I'd give the sun.
Even the old pale moon.
If only for a second,
we'd be together soon.( Hopeefully, if it would be in our luck)

Then one night you
whispered those words I've longed to hear.
"I love you"
but, you don't love me, my dear.
That was long ago,
the feelings all to clear.
I know now you meant those words
and how you'd draw me near.
But once you got attached on me,
I had to let you go.
Because of a higher power our love           
and of things we did not know.    

We were friends,
the best ever made.
But, I remember those words,
in my heart they're saved.
But now you say,
that you were thinking,
and take those thoughtful words away.
My heart is now sinking.
It killed me inside every day,
I ran to hide my self,
>From you, what could I say??
How could you take back such a thing?
Three little words, that to me, meant EVERYTHING.
"I.LOVE. YOU"

We had our fun( that i given you), and now you see,
you come running back to me.
Now you know you meant those words you said,
I had the rage to scream out, in my head.
Not for long,
my rage burned,
and you foung out, your love was returned.
.........................................
The friend I was looking for eight years and so,
 
What makes a friend?

A friend
What makes a friend?
A friend
Is someone that everyone needs
A friend
Is that special one
A friend
Is someone you tell EVERYTHING
A friend
Is someone you never lie to
A friend
Can be a ur lover"
A friend
Is someone that is always their
A friend
Will always listen to you
A friend
Always has input to give
A friend
Will never leave you in the dust
A friend
Will help you through the thick and the thin
A friend
Will always stand by your side
A friend
Will never let you down
A friend
Is someone everyone needs
What would you do if you didnt have a friend?
 
Now This your time to think, and decide what you want me as a lover/friend/NONE, I don't have enough strenthg in my to seek out new and new. I gave up all these things before. Since I know I won't get anything in retrun.

"It Is My Life Experienced"

" It's About Life...."

Life teachs me a lot thing, Good/Bad, every one has good and bad experienced. I just described myself in few lines which are given below. I am not getting much possesive/emotional writing to all that. I felt what i like to write.

 
 

Life is about experiences, which makes us to grow;
According to time and situations, it flow.

Sometimes everything seems clear and perfect,( But it is not, it is hide with black dark that i have in my heart from 8 years).
Sometimes, it's all haze;
Maybe, life is a maze,
Every time, it leaves me amaze.

Not everyone in life, gets everything.
Sometimes,I lose even by gaining, and gain even by losing.
Why I cry for losing something, which we never owned.
Life doesn't stop by accidents;

"( As I had 6 months Back)"
Else, the world would have ended.

Even in whole life, for someone, I change my ways; ( I am not perfect, but i do try my best to be change)"
At the end of day, with me only my shadow left;
The world may seem beautiful, and I influenced by charm ( which can be wrong for sure)
But, in times of need, it's our own hand, at the end of our arm.( yes no one can help me, i can help myself just)

Love and relations, are like sand,
Which we try to hold in our hand;
The more we want them to stay, the more they slip away.( I do try best best, but if something is not in my luck, i can't do anything to make it better)

Let no one and can control me;
Come what may;
Let you, only your faith in Allah's/God way.

Things that are just part of my life,
Must be kept that way.
If I make It life by mistake, it can be wrong,
Heart is bound to break.( always did with me n got nothing in the end of the day)

Today may I faint and Dull ( I know I'm idiot)
Compared to beautiful past; ( That make me confused forever, never blame on any body, my mistake)
But, tomorrow will bring beautiful moments to last.( hopefully, but again with same pain n cluster shitt)

Why look for a shoulder to cry on,
And support from someone;
One moment some are around, but other moment gone ( It does happened time to time)
Fact is, I"m the strongest man in life, who stands on his own...all alone.( always and trying to live alone in foreseeable future, it's better to be choice alone)

Whenever in life, things seem to slip out of My hands ( I have near fear for it, can't lose what i never had it. i can loose what i never had.)"
Give it in Allah's hands,
Since, everything is safe in his hands.

After every sunset of hurts and despair,
There's a new sunrise of hopes and prayer.

It takes both rain and sunshine to make rainbows,
And like a spring, life always flows;
Even after a bright day ends,
Still in the dark night sky, stars and moon glows.

 

Things that we want it won't come in our life. We might some thing another good will come, but it won't happened, it just come one time and we won't know that was the right to reconized. But i won't happened. Time gone, it wont come back. I failed again!

 


 
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